Kung minsan talaga, kahit na anong gawin mo, masasaktan at masasaktan ka. Maiiyak ka na lang dahil hindi mo na makayanan ang sakit.
Ikaw ay tulad sa hotel room kung nasaan ako ngayon; isang minuto’y napakalamig, sa susunod nama’y napakainit. Hindi maintindihan.
Eto nanaman ako, nag-aantay at umaasang ika’y magbalik upang gawing mainit ang aking Pasko.
Ngunit alam ko sa aking sarili na ang ating relasyon ay sinlamig ng simoy ng hangin na gabi-gabi’y pinapaalala sa akin na tayo’y wala na.
Tired, cold, and hungry; that’s how I felt while we were walking down the street from our campus leading to the main highway. I was soaking wet from the knees down as we fought against the strong winds and unending rain. My shoes were constantly squeaking and I could feel bubbles forming against my feet.
If that wasn’t bad enough, we had to contend with the frequent lightning and thunder that would make us jump in surprise. And, our very good fortune didn’t stop there! While we were walking, the streetlamp flickered and died. As if walking in cold, flowing murky water wasn’t an enough challenge; we had to do it in the dark!
We’re just lucky that Arenn was able to get a taxi as soon as we got to the main highway. If not, we would have been so screwed.
On the ride to town, so many things were running through my mind…
We could have went home earlier, if only we didn’t have a Student Government meeting.
We would not have been drenched in rainwater and runoff, if only we left as soon as the meeting’s original agenda was met.
We would not have been at school until 6:20 in the evening, if only the meeting was adjourned earlier.
All these ‘if only’s; however, there’s nothing we could do. We do not command the heavens; we cannot simply say, “Rain, thunder, stop!” and end the torment that the torrential rains bring upon us. We can only adjust ourselves in line with the fact that the later time of day it is, the higher the probability of strong rain.
Nothing more, nothing less.
napakalakas ng buhos ng ulan
para bang sumasabay sa aking nadarama
gulong-gulo ang aking damdamin
sapagkat hindi ko na alam kung ano ang tama
ako’y lubusan nang nalilito
lahat nalang, naghahalu-halo
paano na magpapatuloy
kung aking kaluluwa’y tila nagyeyelo?
sa dinami-rami ng mga responsibilidad
ako’y hindi mapalagay sa aking iisipin
kung kaya’t idinadaan na lang sa pagnood
ng pbb, at iba’t ibang pagkain
hindi ko maintindihan aking nararamdaman
ni hindi man lang mailabas ang saloobin
ilang linggo na ang nakalipas ngunit
ang dilim ay nakapaligid pa rin
I’m just going to flat out say it; don’t take this against me.
I think it’s extremely unfair that the double eliminations rule for the basketball championships was forfeited just because of the lack of time. It’s understandable that they were rushing things due to the limited time reserved at the gym. But, I think it’s a bit frustrating how they sacrificed the “twice to beat” title of the Redvolution just because they were trying to keep a tight schedule. I mean, seriously. They could have just moved the awarding ceremony and held that at school on Monday.
No hard feelings to the Bluebasaurs; they were good. They deserved to win that first game but, there still should have been a second game since the Redvolution haven’t yet previously lost to another team.
Hindi man lang ba naramdaman ng Bluebasaurs na hindi makatarungan ang pagkapanalo ng basketball team dahil na-cancel ang pagiging “twice to beat” ng Redvolution? Mas lalo na’t hindi natuloy ang ikalawang laro dahil lang sa kakulangan ng oras?
I’m only a student; a part of the audience; a bitter member of the Redvolution, if you may. Wala akong magagawa sapagkat tapos na.
I just hope this incident won’t happen again anytime in the future.
Napakadaling i-delete ng mga litrato niya mula sa aking gallery ngunit napakahirap namang burahin ng mga alaala niyang namamalagi sa aking isipan.